Knife – Meditations After an Attempted Murder by Salman Rushdie

Surviving the Blade

In the annals of literary history, there are moments that transcend the page, moments where the line between art and life blurs into a hazy, dangerous frontier. Salman Rushdie’s “Knife: Meditations After an Attempted Murder” is not just a book; it’s a testament to survival, a rallying cry for free expression, and a deeply personal journey through the aftermath of violence. It’s the kind of book that makes you pause, look up from the page, and marvel at the resilience of the human spirit. And let me tell you, it’s one hell of a read.

The Attack: A Nightmare Made Real

Let’s start with the elephant in the room, shall we? On August 12, 2022, Salman Rushdie stood on stage at the Chautauqua Institution, ready to give a talk about—ironically enough—protecting writers. What happened next was the stuff of nightmares: a man in black rushed the stage, knife in hand, intent on silencing one of literature’s most powerful voices.

Rushdie’s account of those harrowing moments is… well, it’s something else. He writes with a clarity that’s almost painful, each detail etched in high definition:

“I never saw the knife. Or, at least, I have no memory of it. I don’t know if it was long or short, a broad bowie blade or narrow like a stiletto, bread-knife-serrated or crescent-curved or a street kid’s flick knife, or even a common carving knife stolen from his mother’s kitchen. I don’t care. It was serviceable enough, that invisible weapon, and it did its work.”

It’s chilling stuff, folks. But what’s truly remarkable is how Rushdie transforms this act of violence into a meditation on life, art, and the power of words.

The Aftermath: Hospitals, Healing, and Humor

Now, you might expect a book about surviving a murder attempt to be all doom and gloom. But that’s not Rushdie’s style. Even as he recounts the grueling process of recovery—the surgeries, the pain, the loss of sight in one eye—he manages to infuse the narrative with his trademark wit.

Take his description of being on a ventilator:

“Afterward, when it was removed and I could say things, I said it was like having an armadillo’s tail pushed down your throat. And when it was removed it was like having an armadillo’s tail pulled out of your throat.”

I mean, come on. Who else could make a ventilator sound like a Monty Python sketch?

But make no mistake, the humor doesn’t diminish the gravity of the situation. If anything, it makes the reality of what happened even more stark. Rushdie doesn’t shy away from the physical and emotional toll of the attack. He’s brutally honest about the nightmares, the fear, the moments of despair. It’s a raw, unflinching look at trauma and its aftermath.

Love in the Time of Knives

At its heart, though, Salman Rushdie’s “Knife” is a love story. Not just Rushdie’s love for literature and free expression (though that’s certainly there in spades), but his love for his wife, Eliza, and the family and friends who rallied around him.

The scenes with Eliza are particularly moving. Rushdie describes her unwavering support, her strength in the face of unimaginable stress, with a tenderness that’ll make even the most cynical reader’s heart grow three sizes:

“Eliza would not leave me alone in my trauma room. The others stayed a few nights in a local hotel before heading back into their interrupted lives. My son Zafar arrived from London, and a couple of days later Sameen arrived as well. They also had rooms in the hotel. But Eliza stayed with me.”

It’s in these moments of connection, of human warmth amidst the clinical coldness of hospital rooms, that “Knife” truly shines.

The Writer’s Craft: Sharpened by Experience

Now, let’s talk craft for a second. Rushdie’s been in the game for decades, and it shows. The man could probably write a grocery list and make it sound like poetry. But there’s something different about Salman Rushdie’s “Knife.” The prose is leaner, more direct. It’s as if the experience has stripped away any excess, leaving only the essential.

Take this passage:

“When Death comes very close to you, the rest of the world goes far away and you can feel a great loneliness. At such a time kind words are comforting and strengthening. They make you feel that you’re not alone, that maybe you haven’t lived and worked in vain.”

It’s simple, it’s honest, and it hits you right in the gut.

But don’t think for a second that Rushdie’s lost his flair for the fantastical. Even in this deeply personal memoir, he finds moments of magic. His description of pain-induced visions—“They were architectural. I saw majestic palaces and other grand edifices that were all built out of alphabets”—is pure Rushdie, blending the real and the surreal in a way that’s uniquely his.

The Bigger Picture: Free Speech and Its Enemies

Of course, you can’t talk about Rushdie without talking about free speech. The attack on him wasn’t just an attack on one man; it was an attack on the very idea of freedom of expression. And Rushdie, bless him, doesn’t back down an inch.

He reflects on the long shadow cast by the fatwa issued against him in 1989, and how it’s shaped not just his life, but the cultural conversation around religion, satire, and the right to offend. It’s heavy stuff, but Rushdie approaches it with the clarity of someone who’s had to think about these issues for a very long time.

There’s a particularly poignant moment where he considers the nature of forgiveness:

“I don’t forgive you. I don’t not forgive you. You are simply irrelevant to me. And from now on, for the rest of your days, you will be irrelevant to everyone else.”

It’s not your typical Kumbaya moment, but there’s a power in that refusal to let his attacker define him.

The Verdict: A Triumph of Spirit and Pen

Look, I’m not going to lie to you—”Knife” by Salman Rushdie isn’t always an easy read. It’s intense, it’s emotional, and at times it’s downright harrowing. But it’s also inspiring, often funny, and ultimately life-affirming in a way that’ll stick with you long after you’ve turned the last page.

Rushdie’s been through hell, no two ways about it. But he’s emerged not just alive, but more alive. This book feels like a renewed commitment to life, to art, to the power of words to shape our world. It’s Rushdie at his most vulnerable, and paradoxically, his most powerful.

If you’ve read Rushdie before (and if you haven’t, what are you waiting for?), you’ll find echoes of his earlier works here. The blend of the personal and the political that made “Midnight’s Children” so compelling, the exploration of identity that runs through “The Satanic Verses,” the playfulness with language that’s present in everything he writes—it’s all here, but refined, distilled into something new.

Final Thoughts: A Cut Above

In the end, “Knife” is more than just a memoir of survival. It’s a love letter to life itself, in all its messy, painful, beautiful glory. It’s a middle finger to those who would silence art. And it’s a reminder that even in our darkest moments, there’s light to be found.

Salman Rushdie ends the book with a simple, powerful statement: “I’m glad I have my life, and not yours. And my life will go on.” After reading “Knife,” you’ll be glad too. And you’ll probably want to go give your loved ones a hug, read a banned book, and maybe—just maybe—start writing that novel you’ve been putting off.

Because if Salman Rushdie can survive a knife attack and write a book this good about it, what’s your excuse?